I think I've been pretty mean lately. I've been avoiding people who don't deserve such treatment.

Because I'm so good at pretending as if we've never been friends before and I'm so good at avoiding people whom I know. I deem it as a talent.

What is wrong with me? Distancing myself away from those who love me, walking closer to those who don't.

I'm mean. And I hate myself for being so.
I really do.